REFLECTIONS: A Leap of Faith


REFLECTIONS: A Leap of Faith

Deep Thoughts


I attended the Sunday Mass yesterday. But just this morning, after browsing some videos of Fr. Jboy (http://faithofacenturion.blogspot.com) in Youtube i found this video. It shocked me really deep. I cried. And cried, and cried, and realize so many things that had came by. Glad my roommate is asleep. I don't want him to see me crying pointlessly.

i don't really understand why i cried. I don't really know. All i know is that i wasted a lot of good opportunities, and i have caused myself a lot a pain of accepting myself for who i am. I have hurt so many as much as i hurt myself. And i am so sorry.

it is true that i haven't felt my heart for a long time now. I thought it was the end of love for me. I didn't realize that simple words can turn your cold, dark heart alive. I felt it, just this morning. It was a new day for me, a new life and i am happy with that.

I felt Him. He was beside me tapping my back like a father to a son.

All i know is that after that heart-warming experience, I already understand the importance of the people around me. Acceptance. Love. Trust. Forgiveness.

God, I'm so sorry for being so numb. I don't know what to do. Help me to understand. please let me feel my heart.



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God Bless!